Motivation

I have none.
The fatigue from my fast has set in.
I'm fighting with myself. I want food. I don't need food. I want it.
I texted my mom during school and told her to make me Jello.
I'm supposed to be a vegetarian,.
Its made from bones.
I want it.
So bad.
If I eat tonight, I fail.
If I eat Friday, I fail.
Saturday I'm probably seeing boyfriend. He loves making me more of a pig. Oink.
Ugh.
If I eat Saturday, I fail x10

160.5 today. 

I want to be 159.

I want it so bad. 

So so so bad, I can almost taste it. 

Someone tell me to exercise. Someone tell me to resist the food.

Christ, someone tell me to at least do my homework.